I am so far removed from my daily routine, I don't have one any longer.
I come from a place of weary exhaustion; tired inside and out.
I see that there was only one solution to my August plan and I've mostly made peace with that decision.
I love that the decision I speak of above was decided based on whether I'd be joining M and A on a week long vacation to NYC. Staying with my August plan would have meant staying home. Making the decision finally, was a no brainer.
I trust that I can get through this.
I believe in speaking my truth and knowing when the time is right so that I'm certain to be heard.
I find myself listening to my intuition and trusting myself. The hedging around decision-making, the waffling stalemate I found myself in at the beginning of the year is over.
I wonder about what comes next. And I wonder if my sister will be able to give me the sign we talked about. I really hope so.
I call in all the forces and powers that be, to help me get through what I believe is just the beginning.
I found out that I'm stronger and much more resilient than I ever imagined. All of my experiences in this life got me to this point so I could handle and accomplish what I've done here in Vancouver these past weeks. I'm proud of myself and I'm acutely aware of the need to relax and take good care of myself once I return, (yay, next Thursday!!). I've been operating at such a jacked level, I truly have nothing left.
