I am not as strong as you think I am.
I come from a place of justification, a way of hiding behind my feelings.
I see that this behavior is really just an excuse, which I'm very good at making. Also avoidance. I'm quite skilled there too.
I love that each day is a new one full of choices and opportunities. Each day is what I make of it, plain and simple.
I trust everyone, until I don't.
I believe that my cynicism has become the dead horse I've beaten to a pulp. It's tedious and boring and dead weight disguised as a life preserver.
I find Los Angeles so inspiring!
I wonder about too many things that I will never know the answer to.
I call in my big girl pants so I can get the fuck over it.
I found out that the experiences of this past year have been character building in ways I couldn't have imagined.
