nineteen

1. Down a rabbit hole this weekend with Broadchurch, season one.
2. Properly obsessing about my new ink, certain that I've knocked it enough to ensure improper healing.
3. Knowing that I'm a crazy lady for my obsessing, realizing I need to get out a bit more than I have been lately.
4. An unfortunate truth is that I can be a bit of a shut in, and I have to have 'talks' with myself so I'll go out and about in the world. 
5. Twice last week two, different instructors commented on how strong I am as a rider. 
6. While I love the compliments, I had to squish my tendency to correct them; realizing that my knee jerk reactions are mostly based in fear.
7. And I don't want to be that girl. 
8. Which is a good thing to recognize, both that fear has been a big ruler in my life, and that I don't want that any longer.