Saturday, September 24, 2011

inside out



Olympus OM-1/Fuji Superia 400 film.
If you could see inside, these are the colors you'd find. 
Subdued and muted, faded almost.
Despite my ever present presence online socially, (the way I distract myself these days), I'm floundering. Sad doesn't quite describe how I am, but it's the easiest adjective to grab onto, especially when there are no words that seem right.
Even in this hover state, I reach for my camera(s) almost daily, the only way that I can see to save myself, my life preserver.