Tuesday, September 18, 2012

right here



I am more accepting of the circumstances that have led me to here.
I come from a place of know-it-all rigidity.
I see that the world is really more fluid than I've allowed myself to believe; that the balance is always mutable.
I love the horoscope I randomly, (?), stumbled upon that said I'm coming out of a three year tumultuous period, (oh really?!?)
I trust finally, that this is what I'm supposed to be doing.
I believe in embracing what lays before me, even if there's predictability laced with unknown.
I find solace in the routine of an exercise class, something I always avoided because I believed that they weren't for me. 
I wonder if she'll be able to forgive me. Even though she says she accepts my apology, her  silence is deafening. 
I found out that in a tough situation, I did not hesitate to do the right thing by confronting what was uncomfortable, rather than avoid.
I call in faith. Especially in myself.

2 comments:

  1. i think we come from the same place ;-) but more importantly, i love that you went the uncomfortable route - you're stronger than you think.

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  2. This really touched me ~ I'm glad it was put in my path.

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