This post? I cringe when I look at it and will likely alter it after a few days with one big strike out.
I love rituals. I also love the ocean and the moon and that the ocean tides relate to the moon. But not all together in some look at me declaration on my blog here, it just doesn't feel sincere.
I think all of that fanfare minimizes an experience that can be important for me and maybe that's why I wrote like that, to deflect.
The experience of paper holding anger and being strong enough for all of that energy is a concept I've embraced quite naturally. And I really love that I'm not writing in my personal journal, (which holds its own vitriol), but I don't write in my personal book like I write on those divination pages. I don't want to commit that much negative energy into my personal journal; knowing that these words aren't permanent and will be released is powerful stuff.
