it is what it is

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I've been humbled and humiliated and I'm trying my very hardest to not wallow in self-pity, although admittedly, there's been some of that too.

I've learned that I've given away my power; I've allowed myself to buy into the worst that I think of myself and then go about proving its validity.

Luckily, there's opportunity to be found here. I still have five weeks before my exam; five weeks to make changes, five weeks in which to turn it all around.

I previously stated that I was going to the mattresses and it's true in all facets of my life. I'm going back to what I know and what has worked in the past and I'm going to succeed.